when simplicity is not an option...

[fashionbuddha]

i m at a point in life right now where i feel like i m living in "organized chaos"! i know exactly how to get it, i just don't know how to get there. at time it feels more chaotic than organized, than there are those more FUN chaotic times. at times like these, how do you put your life back together, and here do you start? i can't have a typical education, because i don't have a typical career choice.
so, how do i find myself when i m at a complete lost?
in the great lyrics of Andain "god won't waste his simplicity on possibility" does is have to be THAT true?