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today was a fucking horrible day.
i honestly felt like i had control of my life and that everything was ok.
until today.
i feel like everything is falling apart. and it fucking sucks. most of my friends going back to school or dont like having me around and it fucking sucks. i just feel so shitty and like i cant stop crying.
i dont know what to do anymore. things between me and my boyfriend have changed drasticly...and i dont know if its for the better or worse.
i just dont understand. the only people i can talk too dont want to listen.
i guess this is goodnight.
i honestly felt like i had control of my life and that everything was ok.
until today.
i feel like everything is falling apart. and it fucking sucks. most of my friends going back to school or dont like having me around and it fucking sucks. i just feel so shitty and like i cant stop crying.
i dont know what to do anymore. things between me and my boyfriend have changed drasticly...and i dont know if its for the better or worse.
i just dont understand. the only people i can talk too dont want to listen.
i guess this is goodnight.