I have no idea now

Oct 03, 2008 15:21

so yesterday we put in our termination of lease notice..so nov 30th would be our last day... I asked for her ring back and she threw it across the table at me and stormed out...so I went home then decided to come back with my dad to get a lot of my stuff so I wouldnt have to come back there...on the way I get a txt saying sorry for flipping out...so we get there and shes there...shes sitting at the table crying writing me a poem... my dad doesnt come in of course...we talk and things are good she gives me a hug and we kiss for the first time in months...she leaves and my dad comes in and we leave..I send her a message saying thank you for being sweet then she sends one back saying your welcome and goodnight...630 I get a txt saying ive been crying all night...I say ok we txt back and forth for a while and I had made a cd and a tattoo design for her so I say that I have something to give her..we meet up at the apt at like 1045 she in tears and looks a mess..she tells me that she madea a mistake..we talk and cry and hold each other she says she doesnt know what to do and she loves me...we cry and talk and she has to go so we kiss each other good bye and she says I love you for the first time since july...I go back and put up all our pictures... so im going in to eat a cracker barrel tonight to see her and see how things are... once again im relieved but torn...I just want to wake up beside her and kiss her goodmorning and say I love yous and come home to her waiting for me and cook dinner and take the dog for a walk and everything......this is the hardest times of my life im going to fight for what I believe in and I believe in her.
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