how about baltimore

[fashion_club]

thes last two weeks have made my world I different place. just when I thought everything was set, secure, I knew what I was doing with my life. I knew where I was going. I knew what I wanted. fuck that right, who needs to be stable. anyway things with nichole were what I thought was so awesome apparently wasnt. one week were were talkng about a ring and a house and moving and all sorts of domesticated shit, the next week. blao. im not really sure where things stand with us, we have bad days and good days, she warms up and then she backs off. so she goes out, and I decide to go out. its all fine when she knows im at home in bed feeling sick waiting for her to come home, but as soon as I go out she calls me everyhour to see what im doing. anyway, saturday I decided to say fuck it and go to baltimore, I had a really good time. its been so long. ive missed that rotten place. contrary to common belief, im still wierd but thats a good thing in a wierd way. I definitely know I could be happy with someone else. is that what I want? im not sure. is thats whats going to end up happening? I dunno. time will tell.

so yeah, I had a good weekend. ;)

be safe.
dont hurt nobody.
and quit tweakin out.