maybe its the weather
well ive been with nichole for 3 months exactly yesterday. weve spent everyt day together since I met her...thats almost a third of a year already. lifes changing. I guess thats a good thing. I feel alright nowadays. anxiety creeps in from time to time leaving me all fuckered up. I used to use high anxiety for a good excuse to drink.. now that I dont drink and I still have the panic I realize that I really am just crazy. and drinking cleared up the crazy not the anxiety. I have very little patience lately, I dont feel the need to please anyone.. I live my life my way at 180 miles an hour. and im happy with that. I dont feel the need to change anymore. ive changed enough. ive lost the fear of uncertainity. I no longer question what lies ahead of me. the only thing that can be certain is uncerntainity, so on that note when life shits on me im gonna take a fucking baseball bat and push it right back in. fuck witht that. ive a lost a lot of compassion for people, I really kinda dont care about anything anymore unless its beneficial to me. thats fucked up but its the truth. most everything I deal with contains some sort of what I call "unfortunate circumstance" which pretty much means it gives me a reason not to give a fuck. so fuck you. feel free to hate me just dont waste me, im the best person to have on your side. ill see yall around somewhere until then
Be safe.
Dont hurt nobody.
And quit fuckin around.
chuch.
Be safe.
Dont hurt nobody.
And quit fuckin around.
chuch.