Kelley
Kelley (phelan) and I ....last night we got into this "thing". It wasn't a fight, it was a big whole confusion thing. Today AT school...i didnt sit with kell and mckinzie at lunch today (my usual table) but i sat with bethany clifton (best friends since 3rd grade! My locker buddy heh)cuz me and her had to catch up on a lot of things. So as me and Bethany were talking, Kell & Mckinzie walk by us to the lunch line and none of them said hi to me, plus kelley looked the other way. When they came outta the lunch line, Mckinzie said hi to me but kell just looked straight ahead and didnt say anything. I think she thought i was mad at her. So anyways before 6th period i was leaning against some lockers and there was a classroom across from me with its door open and kelley was in there. We waved to each other....and i walked up to her slowly nd we hugged. We jus sorta stood by the door and looked at each other without saying a word. It was like this awkward silence. I felt like bursting out into tears because i can't believe this was all over a guy (she thinks that i like matt daniel more than a friend....its not true he's just extremely hott!...you all already know that already though haha)...And Kell goes "naseem i still love you." and i said the same thing to her (exept i said her own name instead of mine lol). And we stood there with another akward silence...but then the bell rang and i had to get to class......
AFTER school....i was supposed to go to chemistry but didnt feel like going cuz i was w/ all my friends, and hanging out with them is always funner than chemistry...right?? I called Nellie (my mamma) to tell her i was staying after and everyone yelled HI NELLIE! Then Chris Mac wanted to talk to her and he did. After Mac, Matt Irwin talked to her too and he told how how much i tell everyone wat a great person she is. HAHA! Then me, gosline, and chris mac were hanging out and we were jus chillin and everything.....i didnt really talk much. I duno why. i think it was becase of the whole kelley thing i was feeling down....And if ur just wondering, i don't like mac like that. He doesnt really express his feelings much plus i know he only likes me as a friend which im def o.k with. We're best friends anyways. but i still have feelings for him, u kno? its kinda weird.
-nas