the end was gay
Man so today i went to go hang out with Matt mmm like at 1 pm. We had fun. saw amanda today her brother had this little thing that changed your voice and he came up to us and was all " WHATS YOUR SCARY MOVIE" i was all...hmm. and then me and matt left she went to her bfs house We walked around had a little pillow fight taaalked. went to the park, we were playing titanic on the slides. We played bumper cars on the swings. He was throwing stuff at me. :: angry face:: it was nice. and then all of sudden the fun stoped. mhm. ha i took that thing from mikes journal. cuz " i'm gay" ...the romantic memorey. ( NOT TRUE> )
"take this, BROKEN illusion. [with it lets slit our wrists.] in the bleeding... this will all make sense. the tears we cried now run dry. your EXPECTATIONS were so high... and I'm afraid that it’s more than I can give. so HOLD ME close. so I can feel your bones burn marks into my flesh. YOUR eyes intoxicate ME. as my lips.steal.your.last.breath. I'll TRY, tonight. I'll try TONIGHT. I'll try tonight... tonight I'll give you ...all.I.have. so lie still. this hurts ME more than it's hurting YOU. so close your eyes... I'll never let YOU open them again. and this rain of night, it will wash away this BLOOD stained site.
{loving YOU is my weakness. loving YOU is my weakness. loving YOU is my weakness.}"
"take this, BROKEN illusion. [with it lets slit our wrists.] in the bleeding... this will all make sense. the tears we cried now run dry. your EXPECTATIONS were so high... and I'm afraid that it’s more than I can give. so HOLD ME close. so I can feel your bones burn marks into my flesh. YOUR eyes intoxicate ME. as my lips.steal.your.last.breath. I'll TRY, tonight. I'll try TONIGHT. I'll try tonight... tonight I'll give you ...all.I.have. so lie still. this hurts ME more than it's hurting YOU. so close your eyes... I'll never let YOU open them again. and this rain of night, it will wash away this BLOOD stained site.
{loving YOU is my weakness. loving YOU is my weakness. loving YOU is my weakness.}"