ugh i have heartburn..
ok so. we tried to install our stereo equipment in our car tonight. it was a major fail. apparently we're missing a part that is crucial in completing the task sooo bummer no bumpy bumpy for me right now. it's all good though cuz we'll get it done hopefully tomorrow. i'm excited cuz i get paid tomorrow(tonight) so i can pay my bills.. lol @ me having no extra money but being perfectly content spending all my money on these damn bills. i guess i'm just proud of myself because a few years ago i'd have gone and spent it on some dumb shit + not had the money for the bills.. which i pay a lot right now.. rent, electric, gas, cable, phone, car note, car insurance, renter's insurance.. not to mention the cost of taking care of these kids.. babies are hella expensive between diapers and wipes and every freakin cute outfit i see along the way (wow that's a cute michigan cheerleader outfit.. dammit!)
have i mentioned.. i hate living in subsidized housing. i swear they treat you like freakin idiots.. you have to sign paperwork every time you take a shit. i mean, seriously we have to 'recertify' every year. which i guess is normal but it's a pain in the ass, especially when they give you 'notice' like, three months before you have to actually come in.. and they stick 'reminders' in your door like once a month.. we've been told we're not 'allowed' to keep our front door open because it 'allows people to see in your house' and 'it lets all the heat out' which it's like 'ok douchebag, number one if i lived in a house and had my front door open, no one could say shit to me. number two, i pay for gas and electric so who the fuck's business is it if i let all my heat out!? like.. are you fuckin serious?'
soo in case anyone wants to give me any ideas.. i'm looking for ideas for a thanksgiving centerpiece. i'm hosting the big day at my house this year for the very first time + i want to impress and delight my guests. thanks in advance!
off to bed, to bed i said!
xxoox