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A good and a bad.
Good - I am good at my job. Sure, half of my job is interpreting what my boss wants from what she has asked, and very fiddly crap, but I'm very good at remembering how to use the very fiddly crap. Not figuring it out, but using it how it is supposed to be used. And remembering the stupidest details, like which teams pay in cash and if the normal person showed up last week and the week before...
Bad - I think wheat might make me sore, as well as sick. Some types of wheat product make me very sick, but some don't. But I think the reason why I've been in a lot of pain recently is that just because they don't send me to the toilet, doesn't mean they aren't bad. Maybe I just slept badly, but standing up this morning was very hard, and it shouldn't have been. But I had wraps for dinner, and they were really nice. And now I want more. Is being able to stand up more important than the fact that I'm craving the wraps?
Side point, I wish I understood why all this is happening, and why it isn't a regular thing. The internet doesn't help, because it tells me that I should be responding more to things that I react less to. But my knowledge of biology is so lacking (and often so damn creative) that the chances of knowing are very low.
Good - I am good at my job. Sure, half of my job is interpreting what my boss wants from what she has asked, and very fiddly crap, but I'm very good at remembering how to use the very fiddly crap. Not figuring it out, but using it how it is supposed to be used. And remembering the stupidest details, like which teams pay in cash and if the normal person showed up last week and the week before...
Bad - I think wheat might make me sore, as well as sick. Some types of wheat product make me very sick, but some don't. But I think the reason why I've been in a lot of pain recently is that just because they don't send me to the toilet, doesn't mean they aren't bad. Maybe I just slept badly, but standing up this morning was very hard, and it shouldn't have been. But I had wraps for dinner, and they were really nice. And now I want more. Is being able to stand up more important than the fact that I'm craving the wraps?
Side point, I wish I understood why all this is happening, and why it isn't a regular thing. The internet doesn't help, because it tells me that I should be responding more to things that I react less to. But my knowledge of biology is so lacking (and often so damn creative) that the chances of knowing are very low.