And we'll just keep working on the problems we know we'll never solve of Love's uneven remainders.
I am poised in anticipation.
Dustin is away in Florida....through the 4th even. Lots of fun for me :( I miss you.
Having one singe person away that i'm so close to makes me realize i need to make some time for people i used to be so close to. Because, now, i'm so dependent on having plans every single night that i have absolutely nothing to do when he is gone. Not a good thing.
THE funniest thing happened the other day.
Dustin and i had gone to the mall and i tried on this itty bitty black and pink strapless dress and i fell IN LOVE with it. Well, i didn't want to get it because i just don't wear things like that out all the time...So Dustin calls the next day at work and says he's taking me out to a nice restaurant and to dress up. Well i leave work EARLY to go back up to the mall and get that dress and my parents just refuse to let me go, i mean WOULD NOT let me. Almost to the point of tears, i come home and Dustin gets there goes back to my room like always, so eventually i make my way back there ...
and he says, "Let's pick ya out something to wear."
and I say "But i don't have anything.*tear*"
And he says, "Well look a little harder."
He then opens my closet and there's my dress hanging right smack in the middle.
God, it was beautiful.
okay lyrics time
" I have a friend; he is mostly made of pain. He wakes up, drives to work, and then straight back home again. He once cut one of my nightmares out of paper. I thought it was beautiful, I put it on a record cover. And i tried to tell him that he had a sense of color and composition so magnificent. And he said, 'Thank you, please but your flattery is truly not becoming me. Your eyes are poor. You are blind. You see, no beauty could have come from me. I am a waste of breathe, of space, of time.'
I knew a woman; she was dignified and true. Her love for her man was one of her many virtues. Until one day, she found out that he had lied and decided the rest of her life, from that point on would be a lie. But she was grateful for everything that had happened. And she was anxious for all that would come next. But then she wept. What did you expect? "Oh!" and "Such is life," she often said. With one day leading to the next, you get a little closer to your death, which was fine with her. She never got upset and with all the days she may have left, she would never clean another mess or fold his shirts or look her best."
hearts
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