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♥ Love.. ♥
We think about it, sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it.When we don't have it, we search for it; when we have it, we fear losing it, we fear not wanting it, not believing in it; when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. It is a constant source of pleasure and pain, but we can't predict from one minute to the next which it's going to be today. Anything can come about it. It's a feeling that you cannot miss and it burns a hole through everyone who feels it. It takes on many shapes and disguises: we love our friends, parents, brothers and sisters, boyfriend/girlfriends, pets...so many things. Love--it's a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without.
I am the pain that keeps being caused. I don't want to have that known to me. I have longed for someone like this...but at the moment i dont know how to deal with it, I scare myself out of emotions, I pity myself and want to run from everything. Im sorry.. Im sorry...I know this is suppose to be right, why can't i make it. Why can't I fall? Fall with everything and just be happy for once. I am still tied to something that i can't let go of, but why? I'm not that same person anymore.. I believe you made me stronger, you taught me how... how to make everything right. Why do I run from it?
Maybe i need to just learn to deal with the fact that people screw up...Sometimes pretty bad, they're human...I just wish i could trust people when that happens but unfortunately, due to previous relationships and situations, that's close to impossible. I'm trying.
That is so exactly how i feel.
I'm going to the races tonight with Dustin, Robert, Big Bird, Corey, and Kim.....Dustin ILY! Hearts-Turtle
Last night i went to Jonesboro with Holly, she was really down because Damien broke up with her a few days ago. DUMB. I think not having to stay home and think about things helped her out alot though. Especially when two cute guys tried to get our numbers while driving down the highway. Hehe. Quite humorous. ily girl.
Josh, I have that picture for you. Give me a call back because i accidentally deleted your voicemail and now i don't have your number.
Lauren I love you! Getting together soon is a must, girly.
All my love, Taryn XOXO
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We think about it, sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it.When we don't have it, we search for it; when we have it, we fear losing it, we fear not wanting it, not believing in it; when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. It is a constant source of pleasure and pain, but we can't predict from one minute to the next which it's going to be today. Anything can come about it. It's a feeling that you cannot miss and it burns a hole through everyone who feels it. It takes on many shapes and disguises: we love our friends, parents, brothers and sisters, boyfriend/girlfriends, pets...so many things. Love--it's a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without.
I am the pain that keeps being caused. I don't want to have that known to me. I have longed for someone like this...but at the moment i dont know how to deal with it, I scare myself out of emotions, I pity myself and want to run from everything. Im sorry.. Im sorry...I know this is suppose to be right, why can't i make it. Why can't I fall? Fall with everything and just be happy for once. I am still tied to something that i can't let go of, but why? I'm not that same person anymore.. I believe you made me stronger, you taught me how... how to make everything right. Why do I run from it?
Maybe i need to just learn to deal with the fact that people screw up...Sometimes pretty bad, they're human...I just wish i could trust people when that happens but unfortunately, due to previous relationships and situations, that's close to impossible. I'm trying.
That is so exactly how i feel.
I'm going to the races tonight with Dustin, Robert, Big Bird, Corey, and Kim.....Dustin ILY! Hearts-Turtle
Last night i went to Jonesboro with Holly, she was really down because Damien broke up with her a few days ago. DUMB. I think not having to stay home and think about things helped her out alot though. Especially when two cute guys tried to get our numbers while driving down the highway. Hehe. Quite humorous. ily girl.
Josh, I have that picture for you. Give me a call back because i accidentally deleted your voicemail and now i don't have your number.
Lauren I love you! Getting together soon is a must, girly.
All my love, Taryn XOXO
What Classic Movie Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com