#106 we're goin' home
The world was a horrible place this morning until I saw this picture of Seto in a fuzzy white sweater with a matching hat. And now seems that there is hope for this world, and it's put me in the mood for Christmas! Why o why, am I in the southern hemisphere where IT IS HOT?
I really have nothing else to say. I had a really long LJ entry written in my head before I fell asleep last night and now it's all gone. Lucky you.
Right then, here, enjoy this lovely picture of Takemanchanpan Satoh Takeru on the bog, while I get dressed for my weekly appointment with my shrink.
[edit] Oh fuck. My JaME boss and a dear friend is arguing over at Facebook on one of the links I posted about bunny-crushing. This does not bode well. I actually truly regret posting that link now.
[edit part deux] Session with Aidan was lovely. We talked about going home, mostly. How I would make a profound impact on the people I meet when I get back, including my family. And how things at home had changed, how I have changed, as well as how everyone including myself has experienced different events in the past 3 years. How I should just quietly observe everyone and everything before committing myself to a 'group' or 'side'. Not to be too radical. I should understand that there will be people who will be intimidated or malicious towards me because I studied abroad. I am different to how I was 3 years ago and everyone else is too. How I have matured, more exprienced, more intellectual compared to before. To make everyone accept who I am as I am now.
Going home suddenly seems a tad terrifying. But I am still looking forward to it. I also want to see how truly bad everything is between my parents -- is it all just exaggerated or even worse than I heard. I know they'll be wanting me to take sides, but no. As much I love my mum, I won't take sides. As much I say shit about my dad, I don't hate him. Anyway, I need to experience the vibe in my home myself. And I do miss my baka brothers, heh.
Think positive thoughts, Farah!!
Now to post my Christmas cards!
I really have nothing else to say. I had a really long LJ entry written in my head before I fell asleep last night and now it's all gone. Lucky you.
Right then, here, enjoy this lovely picture of Takemanchanpan Satoh Takeru on the bog, while I get dressed for my weekly appointment with my shrink.
[edit] Oh fuck. My JaME boss and a dear friend is arguing over at Facebook on one of the links I posted about bunny-crushing. This does not bode well. I actually truly regret posting that link now.
[edit part deux] Session with Aidan was lovely. We talked about going home, mostly. How I would make a profound impact on the people I meet when I get back, including my family. And how things at home had changed, how I have changed, as well as how everyone including myself has experienced different events in the past 3 years. How I should just quietly observe everyone and everything before committing myself to a 'group' or 'side'. Not to be too radical. I should understand that there will be people who will be intimidated or malicious towards me because I studied abroad. I am different to how I was 3 years ago and everyone else is too. How I have matured, more exprienced, more intellectual compared to before. To make everyone accept who I am as I am now.
Going home suddenly seems a tad terrifying. But I am still looking forward to it. I also want to see how truly bad everything is between my parents -- is it all just exaggerated or even worse than I heard. I know they'll be wanting me to take sides, but no. As much I love my mum, I won't take sides. As much I say shit about my dad, I don't hate him. Anyway, I need to experience the vibe in my home myself. And I do miss my baka brothers, heh.
Think positive thoughts, Farah!!
Now to post my Christmas cards!