this isnt about suicide
i was walking around my street, just listening to some tunes tonight. i needed to get away from everything for a second, people, love, parents, problems, work, books, computer, everything. i needed a break, and i thought about alot of things, some good, some so great i felt like flying, and some so bad that i felt like dying.
and so i began my walk, down my street, and back up again, and then a car was approaching, i was in the middle of the road, but i turned to the side of the road, cause i knew that dying for something wasnt worth anything when noone cares.
and then another car approached, it wasnt stopping, but it seemed so different, i wasnt expecting it to come, and i couldnt move, i stayed right in its path. ready for the fall. but then it stopped, my mom yelled at me and i went inside the car. and thus my walk ended.
if theres anything i couldve taken from this, it would be girls are alot like speeding cars, some come by and simply pass, unnoticed, and move by safely. and others hit u straight in the face and leave u flying off into the sky, and then, ur just part of the asphalt.
no im not suicidal, no im not in love, at least i dont think so, i dont know what it is, i hope i find out sooner or later
and so i began my walk, down my street, and back up again, and then a car was approaching, i was in the middle of the road, but i turned to the side of the road, cause i knew that dying for something wasnt worth anything when noone cares.
and then another car approached, it wasnt stopping, but it seemed so different, i wasnt expecting it to come, and i couldnt move, i stayed right in its path. ready for the fall. but then it stopped, my mom yelled at me and i went inside the car. and thus my walk ended.
if theres anything i couldve taken from this, it would be girls are alot like speeding cars, some come by and simply pass, unnoticed, and move by safely. and others hit u straight in the face and leave u flying off into the sky, and then, ur just part of the asphalt.
no im not suicidal, no im not in love, at least i dont think so, i dont know what it is, i hope i find out sooner or later