Jun 23, 2005 21:20
I want everything I have ever wished for.
But what if I don't wish alot, is that greedy?
And what if what I wish for, will help other people.
Does it make me selfish because it will help me too?
...Even if that's not the only reason I wish for it.
I'm listening to the saddest song in the world right now.
Colourblind ~ Counting Crows.
Its so sweet.
It was in the film, Cruel Intentions♥[:
I have an interview for a job in Colpi's the ice cream shop.
I have no idea when it is.
How utterly crap would that be if it was next week during my holiday.:[
I really really want a job.:]
If I don't get the one in Colpi's, I think I'll go to HMV and ask for one.
This is an entry full of shite, because I don't want to talk about anything other than shite.
I walked home today after Clydebank and I couldn't help crying.
I have everything and I'm so lucky.[:
I don't know why I cried.
I was just in one of those moods.
I didn't want to go home.
My house is so gay.
Nobody talks to each other in it.
We just sit in different rooms.:]
But I know that I shouldn't complain.
I am so lucky.
Sososo lucky.
And I am so grateful for everything.
I think it's this song's fault, I'm feeling all wierd and stuff.
I need to stay home all day.
In case the wierd woman from Colpi's phones me, I don't think she will though.
It's ok, a dinny really want to go to school just now anyway. :^]
I'm going to see Alot Like Love tomorow with RACHEY BOY.!:D
It will be the most fun.
And then on Saturday, I'm going to watch Cruel Intentions with Keelseyboy, aren't I mofo?
Aye.
:^D
I better be anyway.
I have the most boring book in the world for my english thing.
The cover of it looks really good, it was supposed to be about this pure reject.[:
But so far its just pish about the civil war.:[
Although... I am only on page 12.:]
And the first 6 are introductions.[:
Rachey boy has made me a video.
It's sending right now.
It's called.. 'Fert.'
I am rather alarmed.
:D
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
Rachey! I love you!:]
You make me happyyyy, when skies are grey, you'll never leave me, or else Ill shoot yee.. And that's all I can think of.:]
I'm bored.
And I have written so much shite and I believe avoided the topic completely.
This makes me happy.
[:
Lovelovelove.
xoxo.