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What do you do when people keep letting you down in the same ways?
I feel like I keep letting myself down in the same ways for always accepting way too little from everyone else.
I miss happiness, feeling sure of ANYTHING, any-fucking-thing, loving anything freely and deeply.
I am frustrated as fuck with work. Why/how can I throw myself into this when they can't even fucking stick to deadlines they make for themselves?
WHY AM I A BITCH BECAUSE I WANT BETTER?
Also, why can't I just make Tegan and Sara my bffs/wives? =p
I feel like I keep letting myself down in the same ways for always accepting way too little from everyone else.
I miss happiness, feeling sure of ANYTHING, any-fucking-thing, loving anything freely and deeply.
I am frustrated as fuck with work. Why/how can I throw myself into this when they can't even fucking stick to deadlines they make for themselves?
WHY AM I A BITCH BECAUSE I WANT BETTER?
Also, why can't I just make Tegan and Sara my bffs/wives? =p