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i want to hate her. so much.
she abandoned me. she stole from me. she broke my father. she was sick all along and never told anyone and tried to get by, and when that didn't work, she broke down and blamed me.
i want to hate her so much.
she still knows what my favourite kind of chocolate is.
she still knows that i like flannel sheets in the winter.
she still knows that i hate packing lunches.
when i least expect it she acts like a mother and i don't know what to do.
i want to hate her for everything.
even this.
she abandoned me. she stole from me. she broke my father. she was sick all along and never told anyone and tried to get by, and when that didn't work, she broke down and blamed me.
i want to hate her so much.
she still knows what my favourite kind of chocolate is.
she still knows that i like flannel sheets in the winter.
she still knows that i hate packing lunches.
when i least expect it she acts like a mother and i don't know what to do.
i want to hate her for everything.
even this.