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I'm crying my eyes out right now. Because one of my few non-fail relatives to whom I was particularly close had to go and die.
And this time the boy probably can't come along...because he's switching jobs. The last time I had to go anywhere with family members, my dad did something STUPID, just like he always does, the moment the boy's back was turned. If the boy hadn't been there, I probably wouldn't have been able to deal with it at all.
I feel like I'm getting shoved away from the surviving non-fail relatives by the fact that my father has no impulse control or sense of propriety.
And this time the boy probably can't come along...because he's switching jobs. The last time I had to go anywhere with family members, my dad did something STUPID, just like he always does, the moment the boy's back was turned. If the boy hadn't been there, I probably wouldn't have been able to deal with it at all.
I feel like I'm getting shoved away from the surviving non-fail relatives by the fact that my father has no impulse control or sense of propriety.