I wonder..
If maybe the next one will be unlike all the rest. Will be serious, will be someone that I can move forward in my life with. I feel that its important for me to take my time taking the next one. I make freinds fast, and either I date them or I lose them and I am so tired of that. I wanna make quality freinds. I miss like greg,chris and his freinds they were seriously like good people to hang out with, but for some reaons we dont ne more. I miss hanging out with all of my freinds like I was able to over the summer. I miss most of all being a kid, cuz right now I dont know what to do with myself I am torn between being fun filled and stuff, and being really professonial and working hard to secure my future. I am ready to move on from partying and such and like do homework and study. But I am frighted i will lose the current freinds I have. Let alone all the ones who have left recently. Am I that bad of a guy, that I am not worth making contact with more then a short peroid of time. Is it that im terrible at calling people back. Is that what makes me a bad freind? I need answeres people...or I cannot improve...luckily my best freinds stick around...though thier busy lives consume thier time as well