something different

Oct 27, 2006 12:46

I don't know what I want to say. Last night was wrapped in fun right? I feel like if I scratched the surface it will have been a big lie i tell myself, and I did not have any god damn fun at all. I just tell myself that shit so I don't loose the grip I have on my sanity.
I have my tickets to the Citizen Cope show we were all going to go see. Everyone else has decided to go see it in Louisville on a day that i can't go though. Guess I get to go by myself. I'm moving come Aug. I'm gonna pack all my shit up and move away. I have done it before, I'm not the least bit scared about doing it again. The problem is, I'm here now, and I am trying to make some good memories with friends that I won't see very much of, ever again.

I had my last advising appointment yesterday. It was really strange to look at my transcripts and not see any of that red "requirements not met" bullshit. I can see the finish line.
I think Philly is gonna be really different.

one or two more times and you will have reduced my heart to a small pile of dust. Wish I knew how to stop letting you do that.
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