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Apr 22, 2005 12:25

hmmm. i feel as if drama is surrounding me and i hate drama. but i hate not being a good friend even more ( Read more... )

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ourxdemise April 22 2005, 17:49:00 UTC
the truth hurts, thus being fake is the last alternative. if everyone was truely real then we'd all still be miserable because we'd find out all the things that people really think/say. sometimes i like not knowing because it's easy to hold your head up. i know what i'd say if i could say everything i've ever wanted and it scares me and even so those are just thoughts and i usually end up changing my mind later. there's good in all people you have to believe that. but being "fake" is the biggest way to mask all your fears. because in reality; we're all scared. insecure. overbearring. two-faced amongst ourselves... fake

its easy to hurt people and then feel bad about it. but in the end you're just hurting yourself... so it's self pity.
when someone says "i have no regrets" its a lie. because you're always battling yourself.

not sure if this means anything, just no one is ever truely happy.

.love.

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mosh380 April 24 2005, 18:50:26 UTC
I have things I dont like about people but I still love everyone. I dont hate anyone. Am I a fake because I dont tell people what I think about them? Does It really matter what people think of you? It shouldnt. If you care what other people think of you then you'll never be happy. Besides, everyone is different.

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insideyourliver April 24 2005, 20:47:08 UTC
how can you say you love everyone? how do you know? it is impossible to really love everyone. it's hard enough to love a few. its logic to not care what others think of you..but thats not the point. the point is being fake..if you can't tell whether you're fake or not..you probably are, mostly because everyone is. if you find yourself becoming a totally different person then who you truely are..you may very well be a fake. but there is a difference between being a fake to others and a fake to yourself. fake to others is a way to guard your heart, a way to keep others from hurting. fake to yourself is making yourself believe you are something you aren't. and the only thing i can say about that is: lame.

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ourxdemise April 24 2005, 21:33:02 UTC
well i just don't understand what just happened here...
you contradicted everything like 10 times.
being fake to other people and being fake to yourself is one in
the same.

think about it.
if you're fake to other people you're masking what you really feel on the inside, same with being fake to yourself... theyre the same thing.

i do think its possible to have a certain love for everyone, only i wouldn't so much use the word "love" more like "kindness" or "compassion" for other people. ya know?

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insideyourliver April 24 2005, 22:20:51 UTC
well i dont agree with the fake part..but i do agree with the love part.

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ourxdemise April 24 2005, 23:24:42 UTC
if you're fake to others to guard your heart then you're fake to yourself as well. which contradicts itself. if you're fake to yourself then you can't be real to others... see why they're the same?

"To thine own self be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man."

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mosh380 April 25 2005, 15:52:06 UTC
whats your email? send me something.

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ourxdemise April 25 2005, 18:10:01 UTC
marienausky@gmail.com

what's your e-mail?

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insideyourliver April 25 2005, 21:49:29 UTC
his email is oreoman1920@yahoo.com

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mosh380 April 25 2005, 23:11:10 UTC
thanks Steph but its on my user info page for the world to see.

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insideyourliver April 26 2005, 00:13:05 UTC
sorry she's not bright enough to look herself..

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insideyourliver April 25 2005, 16:24:59 UTC
so you didnt come to that conclusion on your own? at least what i believe is original...its not fed by some quote.

why can't you keep things to yourself? you aren't lying to yourself..you are just ommiting what would trouble another.

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ourxdemise April 25 2005, 18:15:20 UTC
what I said wasn't fed by a quote. the quote had to do with what I was taking about.

i thought maybe you'd understand better if i put the quote in there so i deleted the original comment and posted it again with that quote.

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insideyourliver April 25 2005, 21:48:16 UTC
ok..i see how the quote works with what you think..

why is what i'm saying so contradictory to you?

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ourxdemise April 24 2005, 21:25:17 UTC
Well everyone cares what people think to a certain degree. It really just depends on how you carry yourself. No it shouldn't really matter what people think of you, but that doesn't stop some from getting through. I've learned to deal with people and their opinions so I am generally happy, plus I really have more pity for shit talkers than anything else because they're just hurting themselves mostly. But really I'm not one to sit and talk about someone constantly... it's just gross and why bother? Telling people what you think about them doesn't make you fake, no. life in general just kind of potrays everyone to be fake at one point or another.

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