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[farrettrock]

i just havent been feeling like writing lately. i think my meds are wearing me out again. i got on these stupid things so that i wouldnt feel like a slug all the time and so i would be a little bit happier with all the blessings all around me. but i currently feel very sluggish and see no blessings.

i hate school. what am i going to do if i dont graduate? i hate this place. i just want to get out. please God. just let me out.

im drowning.