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May 28, 2011 16:56

A marriage curse - guess it should be called something else, maybe. Anyway, I like it, since everyone seems pretty happy about it and no one's getting hurt.

[ Pause. ]

But I don't know if I'd ever want to get married. It seems kinda...

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binarysky May 28 2011, 20:49:20 UTC

I don't get it.

1/2 faroffdream May 28 2011, 21:02:24 UTC

[ Lately Sora has been wondering, if maybe, possibly, it would be good if Roxas could have a heart. On the one hand, Sora knows deities do allow 'deals'. On the other hand, he's still not completely convinced that Nobodies are completely without the ability to love, to feel. It's hard of course. Even if someone sat down and explained in the greatest of detail to Sora the science of it, or whatever, it wouldn't be enough to convince him after seeing Axel the way he'd been, or even seeing the smile on Roxas' face that last moment.

It's strange, to hit this kind of unexpected gap in the road. Sora has always sort of steamrolled his way through difficulty but Roxas the way he is now is something utterly different. It's not like Riku's problem with darkness or even Sora's own problem which has a lot more to do with just not thinking things through enough. ]

faroffdream May 28 2011, 21:02:51 UTC

The marriage thing?

binarysky May 28 2011, 21:04:31 UTC

Yeah. And...love.

[ Even after all this time. It's still an uncomfortable subject, but he can't help but wonder. It's the last thing that Axel tried to explain to him. ]

faroffdream May 28 2011, 21:22:08 UTC

Well... [ He pauses. ] What do you think of when you think of love? The first thing that pops into your head.

binarysky May 29 2011, 05:12:31 UTC

Axel.

Because he tried to tell me about it, when I asked.

faroffdream May 31 2011, 22:52:01 UTC

What did he say?

binarysky June 1 2011, 01:37:30 UTC

That it's what happens if there's something really special between
two people. But it's not a step above friends because there aren't steps.

faroffdream June 1 2011, 22:27:20 UTC

[ Sora pauses, and he can't explain it exactly but his heart seems to soften at the way it's been put and he finds it still that much more difficult to believe Axel - and any of them maybe - are beyond feeling, like it's out of their capacity. How could it be, if he knows that? ]

I think he's right, except I think love can happen between more than two people.

binarysky June 2 2011, 00:29:35 UTC

[ Roxas nods on his end, even if Sora can't see it, and shifts uncomfortably. This is still all too foreign to him. ]

I still don't...get it. Not really. Maybe it would be different if I remembered what it was like to have a heart.

1/2 faroffdream June 2 2011, 00:33:55 UTC

Do you think if you had---

2/3 CAUSE I'M A LIAR /is a carpet faroffdream June 2 2011, 00:35:34 UTC

I wonder what it would cost.

faroffdream June 2 2011, 00:37:35 UTC

Do you think.....I mean, Axel....how do you think he knew?

[ If he found out, couldn't you? I just don't know if... ]

binarysky June 2 2011, 00:43:54 UTC

He did remember. He said he did.

faroffdream June 2 2011, 00:52:08 UTC

[ Sora frowns on his end slightly. ]

But, would it bother you, having a heart.....if you could...did, I mean, here - if you thought you....would go back to not having one...when you leave?

binarysky June 2 2011, 00:57:08 UTC

Go back?

I don't have one now.

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