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So I'm not in the best of moods today.. something awful happened 3 days ago.
A man was killed by his nephew (who shoot him 17 times!). The murdered man.. well.. his daughter was a friend of mine. =(
We were not that close (she was actually one of my sister's best friends), but we genuinely liked each other and enjoyed each other's company.
I didn't talk to her yet (since I was SICK for 5 days) and I don't have any idea what to say. I heard that she was really close to her father, and she almost had a nerves breakdown when she heard of his death.
She's doing fine now, saying that as long as her father died as a martyr she can live with it.
God, I don't know... if it was my father I don't think I'll be able to recover this fast.
May his soul rest in peace, and may her soul find peace. =(
Ironically, it's not my first "experience" with death.
My distant cousin was killed in a car accident a year ago (Oh my God! was it THAT long?):
http://farnese-lady.livejournal.com/652.html
And on of my sisters favorite teachers died, only a week ago, while giving birth to her first child.
And yet I feel so... blank. Like the day my grandfather died 5 years ago... I was completely shocked at first, but soon enough I lost all feeling.
Is there something WRONG with me??? =/
Or am I only easily calmed about it because it didn't happen to a direct member of my family??? (my grandfather was already very sick, and we kinda expected his death).
Anyways, I hope you had a better weekend, girls~
A man was killed by his nephew (who shoot him 17 times!). The murdered man.. well.. his daughter was a friend of mine. =(
We were not that close (she was actually one of my sister's best friends), but we genuinely liked each other and enjoyed each other's company.
I didn't talk to her yet (since I was SICK for 5 days) and I don't have any idea what to say. I heard that she was really close to her father, and she almost had a nerves breakdown when she heard of his death.
She's doing fine now, saying that as long as her father died as a martyr she can live with it.
God, I don't know... if it was my father I don't think I'll be able to recover this fast.
May his soul rest in peace, and may her soul find peace. =(
Ironically, it's not my first "experience" with death.
My distant cousin was killed in a car accident a year ago (Oh my God! was it THAT long?):
http://farnese-lady.livejournal.com/652.html
And on of my sisters favorite teachers died, only a week ago, while giving birth to her first child.
And yet I feel so... blank. Like the day my grandfather died 5 years ago... I was completely shocked at first, but soon enough I lost all feeling.
Is there something WRONG with me??? =/
Or am I only easily calmed about it because it didn't happen to a direct member of my family??? (my grandfather was already very sick, and we kinda expected his death).
Anyways, I hope you had a better weekend, girls~