I am so happy! Last night I finally had a dream I can remember, and a dream that was... DREAMY!
So, I must share it with you. I must I must I must.
Ahahah.
I
went to a school-like building, but knew quite a few people from there when I looked around. Then I noticed Excelly, who was there with her friends. I stayed with them and chatted, until the reason why we were there came to me. (dreams are weird, aren't they? It's like you were watching a film, not knowing what happens next and what the main person is about.) SID was coming for a private gig there! We were so excited with Excelly, but it seemed something was delaying SID. So, I decided to take a stroll around the building and wandered to a room where was a pool table... And Aki was playing it.
I paralyzed, just staring at him, somewhat embarrassed too for interrupting him like that. He lift his gaze from the table and the faint smile on his lips widened. Then he came to me, and and... just embraced me and kissed me. Uh, so, apparently we knew each other. (why was I so slow in this dream? xD ) Aaah, it was all too wonderful. He's such a wonderful kisser, like always in my dreams (which I haven't seen much lately). So, we talked and snuggled for a while and then the staff came to inform that SID should start performing soon. We separated from each other and I walked back to my seat to wait for the band. Excelly seemed curious about where I had been, but for some reason (perhaps not so "some reason", as it's quite reasonable too, isn't it?) I didn't tell about my little encounter with Aki. On the way there I had also seen Mao, and I was chuckling to myself, thinking that seeing him would most likely make my little friend go craaaazy~. She's such a Mao lover as I am Aki lover. Tsih~.
So, the staff came to apologize in english, and even spoke and understood finnish words (so, were we in Finland? Probably. Oh, even Aki spoke some words in finnish and understood mine when we were together xD ). Then Mao and Aki appeared and people went cra~zy. I have no idea why Shinji and Yuuya weren't there, or if they were, I didn't see them, at least. So, the crew continued talking, saying we all should introduce ourselves to the band too (yeah, there wasn't too much people, as it seemed to be somekind of private club event). So, one after another we stood up and told our name. Uwah, so embarrassing (I don't like situations like that) and when it was my turn to stand up, Aki's gaze... AAAAAA, that gaze!!! I was so happy and so nervous at the same time. ;_; <3
And that's where my dream ended, I think? I don't remember anything else, but I am glad that I finally remember this much. So, I've slept less than 5 hours, but I feel like I have slept better than for months! It was also funny that in my dream it seemed to be the first time I met Aki with his short hair, and somewhere deep inside I was bitching about it too, but uwah, when that man looks like he does and has the eyes and smile like that... why would I complain? And that kiss!! >_<;
I'm so happy. So lucky. I wish it's true someday. It must. Or I want to sleep and dream the rest of my life.
Perhaps I really should put up that fanclub here in Finland... Well, definitely, if I'll that way get to know these guys THIS well and get them to play in my country. :b