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this fucking sucks. my brakes are grinding into my rotors and my dad wont let me drive anywhere but he wont let me drive his truck. So now i have to be cool and let him drive me everywhere. and i have a blue chip tournament tues. in sullivan and ashley wanted to ride with me and now my dad wants to take me and if she still wants to come her. i cant go to emilees or anything, and knowing her mom she wont let her drive to my house which is fucking gay. work was so slow tonight. and listening to all that god damn christmas music all night makes you want to blow your fucking brains out. I still have to buy people stuff for christmas and i have to buy it on friday when i get paid. i am under so much stress right now from finals, work, my parents pissing me off and everything else that is going on in my life. i am really afraid im going to fail Alegbra 2 and i know how disappointed my dad will be bc i have never failed a class before. this week is going to suck so bad bc i cant go anywhere without my dad driving me, it makes me feel "big" to let my daddy drive me around. i feel 12. i have no money at all. i am so broke, i wish i could get a new car but of course im poor and dont have any money to buy one, i kinda wish i didnt say anything about my brakes grinding bc now i cant do anything. my dad has to drop me off and pick me up and it pisses me off so bad. well i guess im done bitching for a little while until it gets bottled up again and decide to rant for a little while