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What the fuck do you want me to do? give up everything so that I can be the perfect daughter who you still won't pay any attention to. You get mad at me for not telling you things but would you really care in the first place...not a chance in hell. You both are too fucking busy to care and too busy pushing all of your stress on me. Would me moving out help you any? Because I can do that, and I've been looking into it. I'll have to give up a shit load but if that keeps us apart then fine, i'm sick of this bullshit. Here's a question, have you even noticed that your little girl has been awfully fucking sick lately....throwing up for no reason, cant keep a meal down and has no idea why, and no control over it? Probably not. Sad part about it is that I'm afraid to go to the doctor to see whats wrong because thats a 40 min drive and alot of wear and fucking tear on your ever so loved vehicles. In the end though, I blame you. I guarentee I'm sick because of all the damn stress u put on me. I would love to be able to eat a huge meal and keep it down, my body just won't let me though. Isn't that just fucking peachy eh. Thats not your problem now is it, well don't worry, in the end I will be fine and on my own so I guess you should find someone else to hate in order to replace me.