God or not?

[farm_gurl14]

So, i have come to the sudden realization... that I need to find God. I don't fully understand why, but I went to St. Mary's Cathlic Church... and I felt kind of insicure but also slightly conforted. I dont know what has caused me to find this person, but religon is going to be a part of life. Weather I want to accept it or not. I don't know what

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[poetgirl_15]

hey i get what you mean and first issue your mom, she's your mom so she should love you no matter what and if she doesn't it her problem not yours and you ALWAYS have me not matter what!!! second finding a religion, i have nothing aginst it but i just want to say you don't have to be part of a religion to find a god or a figure or symbol or what ever to follow and believe in look at me i don't belong to a religion but i do believe in supream beings and when i'm alone and scared sad upset or hurt or anything sometimes i kinda ask for help like for me i think (and this is only me so i'm not trying to force anything on you) that when you die you go to a different plane of existance but it is higher(different/wiser/ *insert whatever word you think works here*) than this one so i think of people who are gone and i ask them for help. and sometimes it actually helps me.

but about the sense of security i totaly get that like when i was at church with rissa melinda and their famly i felt something (i can't really describe it but it was there and i'm thinking if they invite me again i'll probably go) it was kind of a sense of peace of the sense that even when i'm at my lowest there is always someone/something that cares ya know.

i'm kinda rambleing and probably make no sense but what ever your probably the only one who gets my rambleing on so you might get some of this but i need sleep so ttyl