home is where the heart is...for a different reason now
I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT GOING HOME SUDDENLY. I HAVE SO MANY FRIENDS THAT I WANT TO SEE. i wonder if this will last until tomorrow. btw, i just thought i'd let everyone know that i'm definitley not pursuing james. i'm forgetting about him. the process has been really easy thus far. the opposite of love isn't hate....it's indifference. indifference is the name of the game. i am genuinely very indifferent at the moment. he was and will always be the first guy, but i deserve something better. i deserve someone who REALLY loves me back. i wish him all the best.