Someone hear me scream and come rescue me because I obviously can't rescue myself
So, I really just want to shoot myself in the face. I mean I'm not doing anything right. My classes are going really badly, I have no job, I'm a big fat lazy bum which is never anything to be happy about. I'm in the library because I feel to badly to go to Public Speaking after the class has already started. I had a speech due on Friday, but did I go?....No, of course not. How the fuck can one person be so dependable at fucking up. At least I'm dependable at something. Gah, I'm sulking in the depths of my own misery and wondering constantly why I can't just do what I'm supposed to do as opposed to just doing whatever the fuck I want to do. I'm such an idiot. Like I absolutely have nothing in the world to do so how exactly can I manage to maintain a decent grade in the six(count 'em, six) fucking hours of classes that I now have.