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[farfromrefined]

Of course, things are going along really nicely, we make the decision that after I finish this pill pack, we will start trying to have another baby, and BAM, we get shit on again. Todd laid Nick off as of the 27th, but he is home today because there isnt anything for him to do at the shop. Its total bullshit. Todd doesnt lay off his son who lives at home and isnt old enough to buy booze, or his dad who doesnt want to really be working anymore but does it to help out his son, no, he lays Nick off. The only words I have for him are douche bag. He has been sort-of nice to Nick the last few weeks, and this was probably why. Before he was a total asshole, making it out like Nick meant to fall off the ladder and break his back. Oh yea, that makes total sense - Nick wanted to risk his life and possibly never hold his 2 month old son again. What a fuck. I am so angry. I've had a few days to try and get over it, but I just cant drop the bitterness at the moment. Its as though having Nick break his back, be off work for more than 6 months, be in pain everyday wasnt enough, we needed to be shit on a little more. Not to mention the whole car fiasco to top it off. Does it end?

I think the hardest part was going from that high of "we're going to hopefully be pregnant soon" to that low of "lets go buy some more birth control because we cant do another baby right now" that is really bothering me. I was so excited and then its gone.

At least its sort of a good thing, because Nick doesnt have to put up with Todds bullshit anymore. Now he will hopefully find a nice new job that he loves with a boss who actually cares about his employees.