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[farfromcomfort9]

im so sick and tired of singing this song of sorrow. i feel like ive been laying in a pool of sorrow for years. its almost like im expecting her rejection. i always make up these beautiful scenarios in my mind but they never happen. it seems like ive been telling myself lies forever but im going to keep believing these lies. i love these lies that i tell my wretched heart. they seem like the only thing that keeps me going.

"as we melt let's make no noise
oh, the profanation of our love
to tell the world our passing joys"