Apr 01, 2005 00:55
1. Age: 16
2. Height: 5'2"
3. Current Weight: Lemme go check... 125.2 pounds
4. Desired Weight: 105 to 110 pounds. whichover looks good on me.
5. What kind of eating disorder do you have: i'm not ana or mia. its more of continuous binges and no purging and feeling guilty all day. overeating i guess.
6. What has influenced you to aquire this eating disorder? (ie. media, friends): I dont remember ever being as body-conscious as I am. i guess over the years I acquired skinnier friends and the "phase" for baby fat and growing is gone for me and this is the real, well-formed ugly bodied me.
7. Do you think the media accurately portrays eating disorders: No. Nobody understands them unless they have them. I was ana for a little bit last year. It was the best thing for me to do mentally. I also cut myself before. I quit that tho. But at the time it feels so good and the benefits outweigh any downfalls. Especially if the downfalls are ppl telling u not to.
8. What would you like people to know about eating disorders: Do not die of them. That is the saddest thing. I understand why people have them but it's a shame for anybody to die from it. Oh, and help me out with my weight problem please.
9. Do you want to overcome your eating disorder: Yes, I want to overcome this constant binge-eating and I want to control my appetite.
10. Any comments or statements: Being fat sucks. Really.