RIP Michael Twist
Michael, you were one of the best friends anyone in the entire world could ask for. you were the best. honestly you were the nicest most caring friend. we had some times where our friendship wasn't the best. but for the all the times we had that doubt, we made up for it with times where we had the most fucking fun ever. we made some of the best times together. we laughed, we joked around, but now i would give anything to have just ONE more time to be able to do that. the feeling is surreal right now and i dont know if it will ever be any different. this makes me question lots of things. life? faith? being a man and not crying? having to think of what to wear to one of my own friends FUCKING FUNERAL! but friendship??...never question friendship. true friendship is an amazing feeling. knowing that if anyone one of us was there we would hae done something. anything. called someone. cpr. just something that would have totally prevented this entire thing from happening. even a phone call to you one more time could have made you take another street or not have gone so fast or something. but no the "almighty god" chose for this. this to happen to you. why you? why twist? not some other random kid and his friends that way i wouldn't have to feel this. im not saying that death should happen so I dont have to hurt. but why now? 10 years from now i would understand. fuck even 5. but right after fucking graduation. this is so unfair. NOT ONE OF THE PEOPLE I ENJOY HAVING AROUND. NOT SOMEONE I CALLED A FRIEND. A TRUE FRIEND. for god sakes why? a person that overcame so much in his life and still managed to worry about ME..and MY feelings. not his own. but care so much FOR ME! this entire day i have had periods of time of crying my eyes out without knowing when it would stop, periods of laughing about how we remember you and your jokes, times where you were the only thing on my mind, and times when i would block it out of my head. i feel as if im in a dream world and i can't get out no matter how hard i try. i try to wake myself up that way i can get up and call your cell phone and make sure youre okay. but this dreamworld is reality. and i will probably never get out of reality(or rather get it mentally). a dear and true friend. i still remember being at school and laughing at how you ran when you played soccer. i will always remember everything that you have given me. every memory, everytime you even crossed my path. just thinking about you makes me want to ball my eyes out. FUCK being a man and holding it in. FUCK not letting people know i believe that a true man can show his fucking emotions. MICAEL TWIST i totally and whole heartitly love as a true and caring brother. you were not only a friend.
REST IN PEACE MICHAEL TWIST
October 2, 1987 - June 18, 2005
You will always be missed. I will think of you every single day i breathe.
Thank you for everything you did in your lifetime.
I will see one day..........
REST IN PEACE MICHAEL TWIST
October 2, 1987 - June 18, 2005
You will always be missed. I will think of you every single day i breathe.
Thank you for everything you did in your lifetime.
I will see one day..........