i dont' get it.
i dont' get how craven can complain to her friends that this is my fault and that she can hate me.. how is this my fault? i wasnt' the one that LIED and hid things behind my back... i'm not the one who did this... my mom asked me weather or not i liked him.. or if i was stringing him along.. i dont' know.. i want to love him.. i want to be here and be with him... but i dont know if i can. i want to be in a safe relationship.. someone who will treat me like i should be treated.. someone who CARES. i moved apartments... i dont' want to be near her.. i'm one floor up.. in 1009.. i'm happy. i wont' have to see her.. well.. except in class... damn.. i wanna go back to the boro bad..