Apr 12, 2005 22:14
Non voglio scrivere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Grr...only two more Italian papers to go this semester...one is 'due' tomorrow evening at 6:30, the other is 'due' 10:50 Thursday morning. I doubt I'm going to finish either one (it doesn't matter, as long as we hand them in eventually). So. Why not do them when I actually have time, per esempio, this weekend? Why get all worried now...grr, I just want to get them done, but at this moment in time I have no motivation whatsoever. This semester needs to be over with, like now. Seriously kids. I think I've worked hard enough...I'm losing it.
Since Sunday I've felt awful, I'm worn out...I want to sleep for days, I want to disappear...I know life is only going to get harder...but not in the summer! Give me summer...
In other news, the play I was in is finally over. It was a success, no? I'm going to post pics soon. So now I'm working again at the gift shop during the week...so like, really, my life hasn't gotten any easier. Oh well, j'ai besoin d'argent. I hope that's correct.
I'm so random right now. Anything to keep from starting this paper. Ugh, I've been so good about writing papers this semester, I've gotten all A's so far. So really I'll probably be fine this time...ahhh what is wrong with me these days.
I can't think of anything else to say, but I want to keep writing...
Patrick found an old disposable camera and there were pics from last year...wow, I really did lose a lot of weight, but my hair was blondish and longer...I want to go for that look again this summer. Or I want my hair a little darker...not sure yet! With more layers too. Once I actually have time to maintain my appearances somewhat, we'll talk.
Okay I'm talking to my dearest Jamie-Lynn ;)
I'll get all this done eventually..........................I'm sorry you had to read this!