It's falling apart.
I've been up since 10am today. It feels weird to get out of bed that early just because. I've been having trouble sleeping lately. I fall asleep for an hour and have a crazy dream, then wake up, fall back asleep an hour later, then just wake up again. It won't stop, it just repeats. My head is fucked.
I played the question game today and someone asked me a question I couldn't really answer. You have found a new one. I'm trying. I'm blank.
I'm.just.not.good.enough.
I'm starting to get sick of the fake voices and smiles. Just tell me how you really want this, or if you want it at all.
But being fake is in these days, being honest isn't. I know more than a few people who would agree.
My favorite color this weekend was blue.
I had a fun weekend because of you.
<33 Brittney
I played the question game today and someone asked me a question I couldn't really answer. You have found a new one. I'm trying. I'm blank.
I'm.just.not.good.enough.
I'm starting to get sick of the fake voices and smiles. Just tell me how you really want this, or if you want it at all.
But being fake is in these days, being honest isn't. I know more than a few people who would agree.
My favorite color this weekend was blue.
I had a fun weekend because of you.
<33 Brittney