i am redemption
funny how things work out sometimes. there must be no moon tonight it seems someone broke it apart and store it as far as they could from me. there must be no hope for tomorrow all plans are cancled all bets are off (you can keep the 10 dollars, anything ill put it towards will be a waste). there must not be such thing as fate, just luck and it seems im pleagued with the worst of it. this isnt jealousy with its hand around my throat its just payback. something ive deserved from screwing with others. revenge can be a beautiful thing, like a phoenix rising from the ashes, till your planted on this side and it just looks like your foot is stuck in the tracks with a bullet train heading straight for you, and smells like burning human flesh. never expierenced any of that? fall in love with the wrong person or at the wrong time, see how it is to feel alone and worthless. be the passanger on the airplane knowing its going down and all youve done your whole life was let people down. dont think it know it. it seems i wont survive this crash. lets see how long ill hold my breath. one mississippi two mississippi three mississippi everything is more beautiful when you notice youve done everything four mississippi wrong because you know five mississippi you just cant fuck up six mississippi anything else seven mississippi eight mississippi wish me luck! nine mississippi te........