Wake up tangled in sheets
The heat and the sickliest sweet smelling sheets that cling to my feet and the backs of my knees.
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Last night i fell out of my bed and hit my eye on the nightstand
then i went back to sleep
(rewinds)
well before that i had been talking to meghan, I had mentioned how i create art because i enjoy it, it makes me happy. I do not make art to make others happy, and if it does stir an emotion in someone else its just a side effect.
im not drawing for you
later on i was talking to cove.
im trying to help him get into school. and we came to the conclusion that there is no organizations to help young adult (18-21) do these things. because at that age society assumes your independant already. biut the fact is a lot of kids arent
they dont have a clue on what to do.
so we had a thought
maybe im spose to be that childrens book illustrator who makes enough money to make an organization that helps young people and motivates them to get into school?
but if that ever happens its going to be a while from now. i havent the money or means to do somehting like that
fuck im stupid
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Last night i fell out of my bed and hit my eye on the nightstand
then i went back to sleep
(rewinds)
well before that i had been talking to meghan, I had mentioned how i create art because i enjoy it, it makes me happy. I do not make art to make others happy, and if it does stir an emotion in someone else its just a side effect.
im not drawing for you
later on i was talking to cove.
im trying to help him get into school. and we came to the conclusion that there is no organizations to help young adult (18-21) do these things. because at that age society assumes your independant already. biut the fact is a lot of kids arent
they dont have a clue on what to do.
so we had a thought
maybe im spose to be that childrens book illustrator who makes enough money to make an organization that helps young people and motivates them to get into school?
but if that ever happens its going to be a while from now. i havent the money or means to do somehting like that
fuck im stupid