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Dear Friend
" listen heres the pleasent part, you and i, we fell apart. "
Well, today. I did not die inside. Instead I stopped being this anti-social wall flower and I left the house. I went to the mall and baught 2 pairs of capris (cause of course i hate shorts) and 4 shirts. It was quite fun, I guess. And of course I braught my perks book and I was reading some of the highlighted quotes in there and I found one that made me think, " we accept the love we think we desereve" and I have been doing that. except.. i desereve more. I deserve to not get hurt again. And I guess I realized that today. Heartache isnt fun. And being single isnt so bad. I'll just wait until someone thinks I'm cool, and then maybe I'll think they are cool, and life will be good again.
I wanted to tell Sara something, but she hasnt been on. So I'm just going to say it here for all to see. Sara, thank you for lastnight. I really dont know what id of done if you werent on when you were. Instead of doing something that would make things worse, I went to bed cause I promised you. I love you so much.
Sincerly Yours,
Caitlin Marie
" listen heres the pleasent part, you and i, we fell apart. "
Well, today. I did not die inside. Instead I stopped being this anti-social wall flower and I left the house. I went to the mall and baught 2 pairs of capris (cause of course i hate shorts) and 4 shirts. It was quite fun, I guess. And of course I braught my perks book and I was reading some of the highlighted quotes in there and I found one that made me think, " we accept the love we think we desereve" and I have been doing that. except.. i desereve more. I deserve to not get hurt again. And I guess I realized that today. Heartache isnt fun. And being single isnt so bad. I'll just wait until someone thinks I'm cool, and then maybe I'll think they are cool, and life will be good again.
I wanted to tell Sara something, but she hasnt been on. So I'm just going to say it here for all to see. Sara, thank you for lastnight. I really dont know what id of done if you werent on when you were. Instead of doing something that would make things worse, I went to bed cause I promised you. I love you so much.
Sincerly Yours,
Caitlin Marie