Gomen nasai minna!
Angsty / Emo/ (PMS?) period is over.
I'm sorry for my disturbing EMO posts, I always am afterwards once things has gotten back to normal, allthought, it does help me feel better to write my thoughts down so I guess I can't help it.
I guess it must be tiring for anyone to read trough such stuff since we humans naturally prefer happinness infront of sadness.
So, I guess I could tell you that lately I've been watching some Bleach on youtube and it's given me a deeper look into the fandom, I also read some Yaoi fics with some various characters um...like: Kenpachi/Renji and Kenpachi/Ichigo...oh and then I think I read one with Gin/Kira...they were all NC-17...gosh!
Why did I have to read just NC-17!? AM I really that perverted?? There was a lot of lower-rated fics there, but did I look at them? Nooooo of course I just had my eyes open for smut!
Note to self: Read some lower rated shounen-ai fics once in awhile! ok!?
Otherviese...my cold is almost gone now and it seems like I can sing properly again...and today the electricity went 2 times...got a little mad at that...especially when it cut of when I was chatting with a very important person...*sigh*
Oh and I'm also drawing Abarai Renji for the first time! (I wanted to do a request so...)
And I finished the scetch and it looks good ^^ I especially like the face he got.
On Sunday I will go to a book fair that's held once every year in Gothenburg! That will be fun and just as every year my mom got uss free tickets! She gets them from the company she works for so to speak. ^_^
Further more, I love songs and I felt like doing some lyric pimping here:
The singer is Anna Ternheim and this song is one from her album, Somebody Outside.
Better be
Me and you
A better laugh in 20 years from now
With some perspective and dedication
I will find somebody new
It better be someone special
It better be coming very soon
It better be for real this time
I know it always was with you
You or no one
I hope I'm wrong before I die of boredom
I want more than
Days and night when I amuse myself alone
It better be someone special
It better be coming very soon
It better be for real this time
I know it always was with you
Friends forever, no another girl will change your mind
In less than half a summer, so before you fall in love
I wonder when you asked for something
That I couldn't give you more of
Me and you, I talk as if it's now, nothing is new
She better be someone special
She better be more in love than me
If I was your brightest hour
She is now as far as I can see
She better be...
I really like that song, the text has a story to tell.
I really like such texts, you can relate to it, one way or another and make the song emotionally fitting for yourself, I like that.
Hmm...maybe I could even try and see if I can upload this song and share with you...? ;D
I'm sorry for my disturbing EMO posts, I always am afterwards once things has gotten back to normal, allthought, it does help me feel better to write my thoughts down so I guess I can't help it.
I guess it must be tiring for anyone to read trough such stuff since we humans naturally prefer happinness infront of sadness.
So, I guess I could tell you that lately I've been watching some Bleach on youtube and it's given me a deeper look into the fandom, I also read some Yaoi fics with some various characters um...like: Kenpachi/Renji and Kenpachi/Ichigo...oh and then I think I read one with Gin/Kira...they were all NC-17...gosh!
Why did I have to read just NC-17!? AM I really that perverted?? There was a lot of lower-rated fics there, but did I look at them? Nooooo of course I just had my eyes open for smut!
Note to self: Read some lower rated shounen-ai fics once in awhile! ok!?
Otherviese...my cold is almost gone now and it seems like I can sing properly again...and today the electricity went 2 times...got a little mad at that...especially when it cut of when I was chatting with a very important person...*sigh*
Oh and I'm also drawing Abarai Renji for the first time! (I wanted to do a request so...)
And I finished the scetch and it looks good ^^ I especially like the face he got.
On Sunday I will go to a book fair that's held once every year in Gothenburg! That will be fun and just as every year my mom got uss free tickets! She gets them from the company she works for so to speak. ^_^
Further more, I love songs and I felt like doing some lyric pimping here:
The singer is Anna Ternheim and this song is one from her album, Somebody Outside.
Better be
Me and you
A better laugh in 20 years from now
With some perspective and dedication
I will find somebody new
It better be someone special
It better be coming very soon
It better be for real this time
I know it always was with you
You or no one
I hope I'm wrong before I die of boredom
I want more than
Days and night when I amuse myself alone
It better be someone special
It better be coming very soon
It better be for real this time
I know it always was with you
Friends forever, no another girl will change your mind
In less than half a summer, so before you fall in love
I wonder when you asked for something
That I couldn't give you more of
Me and you, I talk as if it's now, nothing is new
She better be someone special
She better be more in love than me
If I was your brightest hour
She is now as far as I can see
She better be...
I really like that song, the text has a story to tell.
I really like such texts, you can relate to it, one way or another and make the song emotionally fitting for yourself, I like that.
Hmm...maybe I could even try and see if I can upload this song and share with you...? ;D