back..yay
Holidays were okay, i would have liked to cram more stuff into those two weeks but with a mother like mine.. well that's impossible. Oh and getthis.. she wants me to move in with her instead of with my dad..
I'm not liking this.. hey i'm not liking very much today, oh lookey rain! hehe i love the rain.
Anywho, "ze bitch" is back. I mean, she's okay on her own, but with my other friend it's fucking hell.
god, she was being so nice to me when ze botch wasn't around. I guess it was all in the name of ass-kissing.
Great-fucking-great, isn't there anyone in this whole goddamned world that i can fucking trust?!
Will there ever be someone who sincereley cares about me?
find out on the next episode of.. YU-GI-OH!
how many times have i heard that X__x
yesmm, it's quite good to rant, coz there's no one else i can tell this shit to except for this little rickety keyboard that sit's before me. now isn't that sad/pathetic?
they fucking tell me they'd choose me over anyone, and then i turn my back and they're plotting against me.
fucking hell..
People just keep walking right over me. I keep telling myself that i should be use to it by now because that's just the way it's been. Not everyone, just the people that i get attatched to and really care about. why is it them that betray my trust? why the ones that i love!?
GAH! I should fucking stop caring so much, but you can't just say that. You can't just say, oh yeah don't care about this person anymore because you'll be worser off then before you met them.
but hey, that's me, i guess i'm a caring person, but people just like to take advantage of that.
I fucking fell for someone in a day. how.. odd. and get this, I actually really like them for them =D HOW ODD..in this day and age. But hey, they'll never know! I havent seen them for god knows how long anyways.
......... i'll just bide my time..... but that never does anything now does it. You have to take action!! but i just can't do that, don't have the confidence.. and I don't like confrnting people either, because as much as my heart bleeds right now, I don't want anyone else to hurt.
and that is that.
for now..
I'm not liking this.. hey i'm not liking very much today, oh lookey rain! hehe i love the rain.
Anywho, "ze bitch" is back. I mean, she's okay on her own, but with my other friend it's fucking hell.
god, she was being so nice to me when ze botch wasn't around. I guess it was all in the name of ass-kissing.
Great-fucking-great, isn't there anyone in this whole goddamned world that i can fucking trust?!
Will there ever be someone who sincereley cares about me?
find out on the next episode of.. YU-GI-OH!
how many times have i heard that X__x
yesmm, it's quite good to rant, coz there's no one else i can tell this shit to except for this little rickety keyboard that sit's before me. now isn't that sad/pathetic?
they fucking tell me they'd choose me over anyone, and then i turn my back and they're plotting against me.
fucking hell..
People just keep walking right over me. I keep telling myself that i should be use to it by now because that's just the way it's been. Not everyone, just the people that i get attatched to and really care about. why is it them that betray my trust? why the ones that i love!?
GAH! I should fucking stop caring so much, but you can't just say that. You can't just say, oh yeah don't care about this person anymore because you'll be worser off then before you met them.
but hey, that's me, i guess i'm a caring person, but people just like to take advantage of that.
I fucking fell for someone in a day. how.. odd. and get this, I actually really like them for them =D HOW ODD..in this day and age. But hey, they'll never know! I havent seen them for god knows how long anyways.
......... i'll just bide my time..... but that never does anything now does it. You have to take action!! but i just can't do that, don't have the confidence.. and I don't like confrnting people either, because as much as my heart bleeds right now, I don't want anyone else to hurt.
and that is that.
for now..