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Teenage Drama, haha, The bull shit keeps evolving everyday but its ok. all the people talking shit with out having the balls to back it. Its cool tho, cause im better then all of that and i know it. Ive stopped seeing my counselor/therapist chick, just lately ive felt better about everything, my mom, caitlin, moving(which now i def know i dont have too), the army, my sisters and there well being. Its just funny though that things i worry about are so different and extreme from what my friends worry about. Its the typical things... style of clothes, girlfriends, getting grounded. I wish the more critical ones could have a taste of a different life just for a few days, like having to worry about where they are goin to live on a day to day basis, or if there mother or a very close family member will make it through the night. I didnt think my life was that bad, i just thought i had few issues to deal with and i have but then i met someone who made my life look like a late 60's sitcom. This kid we will calll him *!* had to deal with living in poverty his mom commiting scuicide and his father dying of heart complication then having to support the rest of his brothers and sisters. But out of all that he turned to something and a way of life that has been so distorted from its true meanings and roots that its hard for people to understand how he could follow the this culture. He turned to straight U.K Punk not like the genre some bands or people classify them selves as but like a relegion a true way of life. I dont knwo where im goin with all of this but just kind of come back to were I started this entry that all this teenage drama bullshit is meaningless. And how people classify and seperate themselves is pointlessa and just shows so much immaturity.