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I apologize in adanvance...
Things are pretty stressful for me right now so based on my past, I know I will make mistakes with how I treat my family and friends...
What I've never been able to understand about myself though is after I treat someone wrong, the moment after, I feel terrible for doing it - not sure why I don't just stop myself from even doing it to begin with?
Anyway, I'm a bit confused about things going on in my life right now and I don't know anyone I could talk to, that would be able to relate to being in the same situation that I'm in - so it makes it that much more difficult.
All I want to do, is what is right... and do what won't hurt anyone. I want people around me to be just as happy as I am... but I have no direction right now, I don't know if I'm doing what is right, I don't know if I'm doing what I should be, I just need people to be here for me... ...and to understand I don't mean to hurt them in any way.
Things are pretty stressful for me right now so based on my past, I know I will make mistakes with how I treat my family and friends...
What I've never been able to understand about myself though is after I treat someone wrong, the moment after, I feel terrible for doing it - not sure why I don't just stop myself from even doing it to begin with?
Anyway, I'm a bit confused about things going on in my life right now and I don't know anyone I could talk to, that would be able to relate to being in the same situation that I'm in - so it makes it that much more difficult.
All I want to do, is what is right... and do what won't hurt anyone. I want people around me to be just as happy as I am... but I have no direction right now, I don't know if I'm doing what is right, I don't know if I'm doing what I should be, I just need people to be here for me... ...and to understand I don't mean to hurt them in any way.