Maybe I was wrong...

[faranim]

Well, ever since my post a few days ago I've been second guessing myself about what it is that I really want. I think I'm going through a phase in my life that most "normal" people go through in high school. I guess that makes me a bit of a late bloomer, but I want to get this thing figured out. I'm going to be revealing a lot of information

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[anonymous]

yea i think i'm the same about nudity in general(disregarding porn~), the penis and vagina really stands out and in not a good way (imo). women aren't so bad from a distance, but i think they're alot worse when you get upclose. i stare at a picture of one and i think how can someone seriously want to stick their face in that, it looks like it might eat them. but who am i to talk, already being proof of different strokes for different folks

speedo's, hipster's etc, all hotter to me, it's sexier to see someone actually strip, instead of chuck all the clothes off within 5 seconds. i guess if you're a dog in heat or something then seeing someone in their underwear isn't enough heh.

as for sex being gross i'm not sure; in a way i can't see myself doing it but i'm not sure if it's because i think wow that's disgusting, perhaps more being afraid? feeling vulnerable, not knowing what i'm doing, being naked etc. if i ever leave the state of mind i'm in now, i don't think i'd go remotely near casual relationships, sexual or otherwise.

i live in australia so i only heard about craigslist recently, from a friend (ironically enough the one i had a crush on, and when i think of being with someone...the person's form is him, heh i'm so screwed) who was a little bit surprised at how casual/pornograhpic the m4m section is compared to the hetero parts. in a way it makes me sad, if i ever wanted to find someone via online..having to wade through all that.