Days off

Jan 25, 2005 15:10

Trying to stay focused long enough to clean the entire house, not working again, living room complete with bedroom, office and kitchen that remains.

One thing I hate about myself that I can't seem to shake at all is that I am in need of constant reassurance of everything, from friends to feelings to actions, how do you counteract what's going on in your brain? It's gotten ten times better now that I just go with everything and don't let everything get to me. It's now really strange how I dwell on my past relationship with Amanda, I don't look back wanting it again but constantly haunted by why I ever stayed there for that long, we had good times, but nothing like a relationship that I wanted or want now, silence and solitude were never my best friends, hence the overthinking.

Now for my underthinking moment, I dwell on the past for 5 minutes a day to make sure I don't float in comfort for an exhuberant amount of time and the other 23 hours 55 minutes are spent being so happy to be alive and able to bring happiness into the lives of others.

Tell me who has a ticklish bum????
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