the reality.
i feel so sad i could cry. my friend may lose her loved one soon because of cancer. and this brought back memories of when i lost the only grandfather i ever knew just last year.
to be by their side, but only be able to do nothing but watch them slowly slip away feels worse than fuck. it is only prior to their departure that we start appreciating them and those around us. why does that always happen? why do we always take everything we have for granted and repeat the same mistake when things are smooth sailing. human nature is an interesting thing, aye?
i feel so sad for my friend because i can only imagine how she feels and this has made me think about the people i hold so close to my heart, especially my parents. one of my biggest fears is losing them although i know i will have to face that fear one day.
life definitely is a scary thing to overindulge on.
to be by their side, but only be able to do nothing but watch them slowly slip away feels worse than fuck. it is only prior to their departure that we start appreciating them and those around us. why does that always happen? why do we always take everything we have for granted and repeat the same mistake when things are smooth sailing. human nature is an interesting thing, aye?
i feel so sad for my friend because i can only imagine how she feels and this has made me think about the people i hold so close to my heart, especially my parents. one of my biggest fears is losing them although i know i will have to face that fear one day.
life definitely is a scary thing to overindulge on.