It’s not goodbye
Wow, what a weekend.
I’ve been neglecting Arashi for the past few months. Starting from a local group who made a comeback after 13 years hiatus, followed by watching The Flash and Legends of Tomorrow. Still listening to their song but I’ve been postponing watching their show.
Finished watching all episodes of Legends last week and I decided to watch Arashi as well as been listening to their song all the time. Wonder why I’ve been attached to them since last week. Maybe because my heart knows this is going to happen. I regret taking them for granted, thinking that they’re going to be here forever. But, to be honest, since Untitled, I was always afraid each time I’m away from social media. Afraid of discovering this kind of news. And finally yesterday, my fear was no longer an imagination. It finally became a reality.
I acted cool, pretending not to be bother by this. But, all I could do today is crying as I look at those posts about them. Crying evern harder than when my crush get married. Guess my love for them is much more than the love I have for my crush.
It’s not an end. They will come back, right? I keep telling myself. I hope I will still be there when they come back !
I’ve been neglecting Arashi for the past few months. Starting from a local group who made a comeback after 13 years hiatus, followed by watching The Flash and Legends of Tomorrow. Still listening to their song but I’ve been postponing watching their show.
Finished watching all episodes of Legends last week and I decided to watch Arashi as well as been listening to their song all the time. Wonder why I’ve been attached to them since last week. Maybe because my heart knows this is going to happen. I regret taking them for granted, thinking that they’re going to be here forever. But, to be honest, since Untitled, I was always afraid each time I’m away from social media. Afraid of discovering this kind of news. And finally yesterday, my fear was no longer an imagination. It finally became a reality.
I acted cool, pretending not to be bother by this. But, all I could do today is crying as I look at those posts about them. Crying evern harder than when my crush get married. Guess my love for them is much more than the love I have for my crush.
It’s not an end. They will come back, right? I keep telling myself. I hope I will still be there when they come back !