A year older
~Happy birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, I'm 27 years old now, Happy birthday to me~
27 huh? Wow, I'm getting older.
I'm looking back at how I used to be before and now. Did I ever imagine my life would be like this 10 years ago? Of course not. 10 years ago, I imagined that I would be married when I'm 27, married to my high school crush. Now marriage is not in my mind anymore. Well, ever since I know Arashi, I don't think marriage will be suitable for me. Have a lot to let go. Well, yeah of course there's another reason too but Arashi was the reason for that other reason too so yeah, I don't think I will get married this year or next year or ever. I imagined I am a teacher but now, I'm not a teacher. Well, I prefer what I'm doing now than being a teacher. I could be quite scary and I don't think students will like me.
Of course I have changed for the past 10 years. Physically, emotionally, everything. I was really skinny back then and now I'm gaining weight. My interest have changed. 10 years ago, I really love to watch telenovela from Mexico but I'm no longer watching it. Arashi was not even in my dictionary 10 years ago. I know the group but not the members. The only member I know was Matsujun back then. But, I'm not his fan. I like Kame more than Jun. My phone used to be full of English, Malay, Hindi songs but now it's full of Japanese and Korean song. How about my personality? Well, I'm not going to talk about that.
If I have to say, I know that life didn't turn out to be like the way I want it to be. But, I'm happy with it. Some friends come and go. Some is still here. I lost a few family members but there are a few new family members. I'm grateful for a lot of things and I hope everything is going to be okay. There will be troubles here and there but I hope I can overcome it.
27 huh? Wow, I'm getting older.
I'm looking back at how I used to be before and now. Did I ever imagine my life would be like this 10 years ago? Of course not. 10 years ago, I imagined that I would be married when I'm 27, married to my high school crush. Now marriage is not in my mind anymore. Well, ever since I know Arashi, I don't think marriage will be suitable for me. Have a lot to let go. Well, yeah of course there's another reason too but Arashi was the reason for that other reason too so yeah, I don't think I will get married this year or next year or ever. I imagined I am a teacher but now, I'm not a teacher. Well, I prefer what I'm doing now than being a teacher. I could be quite scary and I don't think students will like me.
Of course I have changed for the past 10 years. Physically, emotionally, everything. I was really skinny back then and now I'm gaining weight. My interest have changed. 10 years ago, I really love to watch telenovela from Mexico but I'm no longer watching it. Arashi was not even in my dictionary 10 years ago. I know the group but not the members. The only member I know was Matsujun back then. But, I'm not his fan. I like Kame more than Jun. My phone used to be full of English, Malay, Hindi songs but now it's full of Japanese and Korean song. How about my personality? Well, I'm not going to talk about that.
If I have to say, I know that life didn't turn out to be like the way I want it to be. But, I'm happy with it. Some friends come and go. Some is still here. I lost a few family members but there are a few new family members. I'm grateful for a lot of things and I hope everything is going to be okay. There will be troubles here and there but I hope I can overcome it.