Appropriate for now [Revision 2]

[far_to_frail]

So things did not go exactly as I wanted to hear.
(even tho I knew the exact outcome prior to our chat)
I guess I was holding onto a glimmer of hope..
Now why cant this hope die... ?...

I cant imagine not having you in my life
but I want more...
Push these feelings down and hide them away
One day... You might just change your mind.
By then, it will be too late.

I refuse to let this bring me down.
I simply just refuse.
There has to be someone out there for me
Call it loneliness, call it self redemption,.. to prove you wrong about me.
To prove to myself that mistakes do not make one worthless

I wont stop..
Until I have Everything.
Until I'm Happy again.
I Wont Stop.

but.......
In the end I hope your happy and I hope someone treats you amazing
I only want the best for you.
There's nothing I wouldn't do for you.
<3 R.

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"Now the dark begins to rise
Save your breath, it's far from over
Leave the lost and dead behind
Now's your chance to run for cover

I don't wanna change the world
I just wanna leave it colder
Light the fuse and burn it up
Take the path that leads to nowhere.

All is lost again
But I'm not giving in

I will not bow
I will not break"

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