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knowing how it feels to lose someone u love so much, it becomes really difficult to believe many things. this thing that happened at Virginia tech, i really didn't want to hear about it the first day mainly because it makes me think of my cousin. today i was watching the news, it truly is unbelievable that 32 people died because one person was driven out his mind. 32 families have lost some one they love and they were not able to see them before. i am very thankful i saw matt just about 4 hours before.
I look at his picture i ask him "what happened?"... its going to be 4 months on friday.., i cant remember the last time 4 months went by so fast. i think about the funeral, i cant believe that happened, like it was real life. Thursday will be the 4 months from the last time i saw him.
many things right now go back to "that was God's plan".
i embrace that statement in my mind a lot.
today i was called in to talk about sat/act, sat II, and just college in general.
a couple weeks before my cousin passed away, i was in the car with him. He was talking about college and how much he regrets slacking off in high school. He regrets enrolling in Cal State LA. After he visited the Notre Dame campus with my sister and a couple of my cousins, he told me... go to Notre Dame, i know u would like it and i know u could get in.
I look at his picture i ask him "what happened?"... its going to be 4 months on friday.., i cant remember the last time 4 months went by so fast. i think about the funeral, i cant believe that happened, like it was real life. Thursday will be the 4 months from the last time i saw him.
many things right now go back to "that was God's plan".
i embrace that statement in my mind a lot.
today i was called in to talk about sat/act, sat II, and just college in general.
a couple weeks before my cousin passed away, i was in the car with him. He was talking about college and how much he regrets slacking off in high school. He regrets enrolling in Cal State LA. After he visited the Notre Dame campus with my sister and a couple of my cousins, he told me... go to Notre Dame, i know u would like it and i know u could get in.